My milk supply has dropped lower and I've had to start supplementing with more formula and it just makes me feel so bad. The baby, she can't tolerate the formula too well. And she throws up and it makes me feel like I'm a failure as a mother and a woman because I can't give her enough of what she needs.

Tomorrow is the last day for the secretary that works with me. She's switching jobs officially beginning Monday and it's been so crazy just taking on some of her work, once she's gone it's going to be even crazier. Then what? I think I'm just having a bad day all around. :(